6 April -last stages?

 I must be reaching the last stages of this illness I say that based on the rate of deterioration of my strength and mobilityMoving from one place to another involves a series of tiring and stressful hops I could could avoid that by staying in bed but during the day I prefer to go downstairs .I pee in a bottle to avoid a move to the bathroom. Time passes pleasantly listening to music or watching TV I'm not ready to give up the fight yet my next goal will be to try to survive until my next birthday on May 14